peices of me

2006-08-17T20:20:00.000+08:00

hey people
only decided to post since had nothing better to do
i feel so clean haha
i smell a mix of passion fruit orange and jasmine now hmm,
crap man my dad nearly saw me watching that dumb fernando and ronaldo video
lucky for my good reflexes lol

no la i am not angry
i gave up along time ago
i am too lazy to get angry anymore
i have to push all that energy to studying

yeah i watched madagascar again
king julian damn cute la
::shake gecko shake::

jonathan drew eyeliner yesterday
eeeeeeeee
man that was weird
and he said if he stuck on island he will take his bible
he said he was a geek somemore

leave it to paul to say stupid stuff
he said if he's stuck on a island
he would take coconuts????
wat a ass sia

wat would i take hmmm
bible
knife for surviving
mel-sorry girl gotta have someone to talk to
i could die of isolation tt way
school going slowly
28 days left bleah!

2006-07-20T23:15:00.000+08:00

Another 40 something days to prelims
Dumb enough im actually kinda excited haha
Maybe cause im just high now
2 tests postponed urgh!…bear with it!!!
I want to watch pirates but cant go with mel and aini on mon
cause I got stupid sci thingie =(

I hope jonathan leong wins
Kinda sad gayle is out
Hady has a great voice!!!

Well I want to sleep
This is an early warning kk
My posts will not be regular
My comp is too unpredictable

2006-07-13T21:52:00.000+08:00

hey only stopping by short while
gonna run to watch lost soon
sucker for it

i wrote a dumb poem abt a spider in a tutu during ss class today
will type next time i guess
prelims not sinking in
lost the momentum
wats happening to me
wats worst i dun even care
argh!!!

stupid pink tutu...

2006-07-07T15:01:00.000+08:00

i love high school musical
its so funny and cute
the music is really catchy...
its not like emo rock or totall pop
it a nice mix =)

Today PE lesson everyone really sweat
this shows Jake Tan is a bad teacher *nods head*
I saw the notebook...thanks Becky
very sad and sweet and nice haha
it made me cry *sobs*

i gotta get my head get my head in the game
gotta getcha getcha getcha getcha head in the game...

All the songs are now stuck in my head
my fav is still breakking free and the start of something new

2006-07-05T06:21:00.000+08:00

i dont believe it!!!!
germany lost to italy 0 to 2
the 90 min over no goal so another 30 min...
the last 2 min germany slack cause they thought penalty shoot
cause if like that germany sure win
they slack and in that 2 min Italy scored...TWICE
i am so not watching the rest of the world cup =(

2006-07-03T21:38:00.000+08:00

i should really start an anti france campaign
first it kicked out spain =(
and now my mom can join me cause it kicked out brazil
Zidane really should retire soon

just came back from NTUC with mom
bought the offical world cup cereal haha
was laughing so hard when i saw it
its vanilla flavoured footballs Lol

i should really improve my tamil it has seriously gone down the drain
i am in big trouble on wed if i dont do anything abt it

2006-07-02T14:12:00.000+08:00

england is out =(

2006-06-28T09:11:00.000+08:00

nooooo France v Spain 3-1

first day of school

2006-06-26T15:00:00.000+08:00

well today went kind of slowly
wat who am i kidding it went so slowwww....
the stupid bell sounds like wat u hear on the phone like
"ding ding ding ding..please hold"
it doesnt really sink in that the period is over
so pri school but cmon my pri sch also never use this kind

well got to see people again
nice...
saw teachers again
not so nice...
had amaths test
sucky...
i never come for the first few lessons when he taught intergration only learn the behind behind part and alot careless
and it dawned on me today i like being sec4 :)
so todae we crapped and did do some studying but not really alot
well hope tml is a better dae
prelims coming...arhhh if only the world would end faster
but then of course my dad thinks thats stupid
he thinks dying with a o lvl cert is way better than dying with nothing
England won woohoo...beckham free kick
stupid refree...Rooney deserve penalty kick!
not watching anything todae
maybe tmls spain match ..F. torres haha
heartbreak for all his fans cause he has a short fat girlfriend
Christiano ronaldo has an old girlfriend
well thats probably some of the mysteries of life *shrugs*
ciao :)

reasons to skip school

2006-06-25T13:15:00.000+08:00

i was so bored so i decided to make a list of why I should not go to school tml

-i have caught a deadly infectious virus and need to be isolated
-i thought school started the next week
-overslept ...lame
-my mom thinks the first days of school are useless haha
-i need to watch the england v ecuador match that ends at 1 in the morning
-i got a heartattack from the england match(choy! noooo england will not loose)
-i got a concussion when i knocked my head against the wall shouting at a kayu refree?
-i dont see why school is so important...bad reason that will get u on the bad sides of all the teachers for the rest of the year
-i was too ashamed to show my face in school till i did all my homework(erm tts if u haven finsh) well im not sure what else u could say it kind of depends on ur own creativity haha just gotta be realistic...

My brother sucks he keeps talking about england and stuff when he has not even watch any full match since the start of the world cup...stupid poser!!!
he spoil my mood today...than he scold me for using com so much
hmph he and his stupid maple *flares*
i gotta go eat and stop before i hammer the keyboard to bits

2006-06-24T13:33:00.000+08:00

for harry potter and the order of the pheonix i found ut who is playing umbridge
its the cook from nanny mcphee ...u noe the one that keep on saying "i've got it all on paper..."
Evanna Lynch is Luna Lovegood and james jarvis the young james potter for picts>>> http://www.mugglenet.com/movies/movie5/otpcast.shtml

2006-06-23T22:30:00.000+08:00

back to my old skin...
found my ipod!!!!
it was on the bedstead only *bangs head on computer*

i bought teddy geiger cd today!!!wahaha
u gotta excuse me cause im kinda high now
his sngs are damn damn nice
mostly acoustic guitar type
underage thinking haha

hey stop calling me absent minded can
its kinda irritating
i noe im blur
but why must u always scold me
not angry just slightly irritated
if u think it will change me it wont so stop it

saw just my luck today
its sweet but not that funny
totally broke so it was a depressing trip to orchard bleagh
im missing spain match now but who cares i only like tt one guy haha
ciao people
ps: Enjoy the remaining of the holiday cos its gonna be one hectic semester
But smile always haha...mels gonna ask me if im hippie again Lol

2006-06-21T18:29:00.000+08:00

well this sucks cos the com was totally hanging for past three days but wahla when my bro touches the mouse and then everything works
so unfair Hmph!
i love spain wahaha...Fernado Torres haha
i still support england though no matter how i try
Germany is just one word ruthless
i am so happee finsh unit 15 a b and c for a math in 1 day
but feel so brain dead now...i dont want to do the rest
soo brain dead till i started colouring my old colour bk
i was colouring the animals of Noah's ark Lol...
the Lion was normal but the i became more creative
than i did a pink cow a purple sheep blue wolf etc
and now since i got nothing much to blog about i put pict of Fernando Torres doing archillies(not sure how to spell..u noe the greek god played by brad pitt in troy) imitation

2006-06-19T13:32:00.000+08:00

i am finally recovering from the world cup fever
never watch any match for past few days...so proud of myself Lol
last match i saw was england v trinidad n tobago
but im still gonna watch today spain match cause its at 9 not so late and because of fernando Torres haha...me vivien and mel like him
ate sushi yesterdae to celebrate fathers day...i ate it with so much wasabe that i nearly cried haha
saw a Audrey hepburn black and white movie that was showing on arts central yesterdae
i want disney channel!!! i been watching with the preview channel past few days
next sun got a nice movie High School Musical
i want to watch...trying to convince parents now
i love stuff that makes me laugh like thats so Raven n zack and cody that show
Making plans with mel and vivien to watch Just my luck on fri
the one with Lindsay Lohan
want to go to cineleisure so after that can go to HMV to buy Teddy Geiger cd... i love his songs and still havent got tired of listening to it over and over
and Crap i lost my Mp3
i mean not lost it lost it just lost it in my house somewhere
err u get it rite haha never mind
at least i stll got i tunes
looking for new blogskin...feel a need to change
change is goooood *nods head vigorously*
aim for this week : play hard for this week and study extra hard when school starts =)

2006-06-16T16:35:00.000+08:00

yeah england won
vivien finally saw england match
she came to sleepover and watch match but she fell asleep at half time
we ordered pizza yum long time never eat pizza Lol
match started.had to admit kind of boring cause t&t just defend never even bother trying to score
she missed 2 goals by crouch and a gd one by gerrad
so relieved...
i tot i finish all my hmwk till i found out abt engchen tys and history
so much for being happy...
well gotta go do hmwk
ciao:)

2006-06-15T12:11:00.000+08:00

well germany won poland 1 to nil
and as expected brazil won croatia 1 to nil
but not as great as wat everyone expected
a little bit dissapointing for brazil fans but gotta admit the goal by kaka was gd
today midnight game is england v trinidad and tobago
went out with my mom yesterday to ck tangs at orchard...the sale was quite good
bought a pair of jeans and shoes...
becky is so good she can start her own music search engine she has almost everything
who noes maybe she'll work for mtv next time Lol
kind of sleepy cos stayed up to watch germany match at 3...i can almost swear i have eyebags alredi haha
kind of happy cos i started my hmwk on mon...managed to finish everything except 1 ss seq and amth(i lost the tys...so dead)..i did all my geog articles in a day...so tts gd i guess...than maybe i can finally get down to studying...its scarey the way o lvls are drawing near and im not prepared for it...gonna cut down on football and try studying
but will still watch all england matches
me thinks i should go sleep
Nite (:

2006-06-13T09:49:00.000+08:00

that was nerve racking...my mom saw the japan v australia match with me....was so happy when japan was leading 1 to nil until the substitutes came
cahill and alsoi scored 3 goals in the last 7 min...would u believe that...i couldnt recover from the shock
but i still think the japan goalkeeper was gd...the 3 goals were difficult to save..so now kawaguchi is my second favourite goalkeeper after Oliver (so stupid they never let him play)
okat enuf abt soccer...
did cgem physics and started on a math and ss
i got so much hmwk left argh!!!
poh yu so pro...
i am going to try and beg my mom to let vivien sleepover on thurs to watch england v trinidad n tobago match which is at 12...
gonna watch tml 3am match brazil v croatia
gotta check out the competition :)

2006-06-12T15:04:00.000+08:00

so far best game is still germany v costa rica without doubt
most boring game is netherlands v serbia & M
game with the most trying and committed players is iran v mexico
next england game is thurs midnight...better buy nescafe mocha to stay awake Lol...
i suddenly got a crazy liking for micheal B from germany...for no reason but still support england all the way man...they gotta win this yr and prove my mom wrong(supports brazil)...that cup is 40 years over due...
yeah i found this in the newspaper...it takes up 2 pages and has many players like michealB beckham steven gerrad oliver and many more standing there all looking at a small boy holding a football and around the big pict is boxes of all the groups and stuff...it is used to write down all the scores..addidas pict...so nice haha
cant wait for thurs midnight for england game and thurs morning at 3 for germany v poland...c'mon england...must win trinidad and tobago on thurs!
Oh and heres a pict of Klose score from the opening match
cool rite...

2006-06-11T14:14:00.000+08:00

argh like wat!!!!
england won paraguay with a 1-0 win...but it was an own goal!
it was a beckham free kick deflected by Paraguay captain Gamarra...
he beat owen and crouch with a header to the ball...bad timing cause he beat his own goal keeper
many blame hot weather which was about 30 degrees
i am like relieved...atleast england won
it is so far tie with germany and ecudor with 3 points...next game england v Trinidad and Tobago...my dad so slow now than got channel 27...well atleast now i get to enjoy the rest of the world cup properly
i hope micheal owen gets fitter and wayne rooney's foot becomes better...
yeah germany v poland on thurs 3 am...gotta watch!

2006-06-10T19:25:00.000+08:00

well that was a gd start to the world cup...woohoo
geramny vs costa rica 4 to 2 yeah man!
supporting england seriously
and than germany
and lastly spain cos of this really cute guy Lol..hi-5 mel..we love this guy!

today went to east coast with to celebrate aini b'dae
went bowling...they like the cake me and vivien made at my house earlier in the morning...fairy cupckes haha
u never noe okay...we might open a bakery next time Lol
Bhara and vivien's choice!haha
than mel and kelvin went blading.. the rest play water...than go mac...tok an tok...gossip abt people haha...than almost went to play pool but then some of us in the end dont want
gonna go out with parents now than...prob to eat and maybe watch x men cause thats kinda long overdue haha
gotta go so my last words...
Go england!!!
ciao:)

2006-06-09T11:19:00.000+08:00

i am back....the trip was really fun..gotta get photos from linette
made some new frens and had alot of fun laughing at miss koh Lol...she is really funny even though she dosent know how she is...bought stuff for ppl haha...i bought this really cool punk peach body glove t shirt and a sweeter light green one(not sooo sweet kk got cute pink skulls on it haha) and a silver belt with pink flowers on it...megamall in KL got cancelled cos no time everybody so dissapointed...but got a hour to shop in a mall at malacca...bought nike t shirt for bro...i am such a nice sister haha..like so little time..everybody was practically running around everywhere buying things cause it was huge...argh we missed many nice shops...but had fun la the whole trip =)
ayah mel...he gets counseling u noe..he's a very sensitive irritant who's a pain in everyones arse..and for that kind of a pathetic personality he will be punished for the rest of his pathetic life trying to act like the smartest man in singapore even thought his brain size is tt of an ant and his heart is smaller..he will never get married or be accepted unless out of pity and ever have a gd impression on people.he will always pass of as a pain in society..so lets forget about him k he has enuf to fix in his life...adopt a policy of isolation...i hopes he reads this cause than he will noe wat he really is...and u noe linette asked him wat SGEMP means...u noe that thing he always writes beside his name...he said it means singapore emperor!
talk about being thick skinned...haiz he should really noe that good eductaion is important but friends is wat really helps us get through everyday...not drowning himself in lies of how everybody loves him and adores him..he is frm hong kong and will never ever be the emperor of singapore...why dont u just go bac to ur country to clear singapore of ur stink( u really smell u noe...how about addidas cologne...qite cheap u noe)when people call out and cheer for u during assemble its because we are mean people and want to get a laugh out of watchng u make an ass out of urself in front of the whole school...sec 3 camp we were not cheering for u dancing..u dance like shit k worse thn william hung... when u dance towards miss fok and shake ur ugly ass at her she ran towards me and vivien disgusted...get a life okay

2006-06-04T15:53:00.000+08:00

this video is not the music video...but its the video he did for a tv show...enjoy he song..i love it but i like another song called night air better

2006-06-04T15:30:00.000+08:00

hmmm i feel weird now
i just ate laksa and a banana....why do i get the feeling now that those 2 dont mix...yuck!
going for malaysia geog tml
i haven even started packing...people are bringing trolley bag...the small type
i feel like laughing...should i do that...still thinking abt it
at least i got SG$100 to spend woohoo...
my mother is nagging so will type fast
past few days...went to orchard alot...but sucks cause ran out of money
did flag day collections with vivien
we ended up with novena...united square there...saw boju and some others
the bag became quite heavy in less than an hour...than we decided to stop...but still had like 4 and half more hours..so we took train to orchard to walk...went to coffee bean and drank choc ice-blended...
ate lunch and walk around somemore...than went to plaza sing drop of the donations at the booth and walk around some more for another hour...vivien ez-link no money so we cheated
at doby ghaut i tap and 2 of us ran through ...were not caught haha the guy busy
than i drop her off again at aljunied than took another mrt to church...haiz one very long day
come home like so tired than my father can still ask me if want go out for ice-cream
i just went up straight to sleep :)
thats mostly watever that happen in past few days
oh and i saw shek ngai at bedok...carrying a weird bag...wearing t shirt and shorts
he did not tuck in..so shock *everybody claps*
finally he's learning something after 4 yrs in damai
well got to go pack...tml report at 6.45 sigh so early YAWN

anyone with teddy geiger's for you i will must send me*hints to becky*
it will have to do till i get another 7 dollars to buy the cd...i am really tt broke

2006-06-02T17:50:00.000+08:00

did not noe which to put so i put all haha..

2006-06-02T17:34:00.000+08:00

she's the man for all the ppl hu haven heard of it

2006-06-01T21:22:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh!
the movie was great!!!!!
the guy-duke was like 10 times more shuai than aaron from mean girls
it was damn funny...everybody was rolling everywhere laughing
the way she tries to act like a guy is hilarious...or atleast the way she thinks guys act haha
mel could not come cause she went to see davinci code with her bro yesterdae nite...u realli missd it...the movie is realli nice...so gonna buy the cd
the people in it realli are like soccer pros la...wow can
me and vivien were like...(cant think of any word Lol)
went to orchard...to sum it up did not have much money:(
bought nail polish and pink satin sash
i might actually see it again...some one help me i have gone crazy!

woohoo paul twohill and johnathan leong are so in!

2006-05-31T21:47:00.000+08:00

Paul Twohill rocks....He's so cool!
Jonathan Leong however hands down has the best voice
a bit dissapointed he didnt do micheal buble
cos the sng he did at the auditions was WOW

This year sg idol is gonna be so cool :)

2006-05-31T13:33:00.000+08:00

wat a boring day today...physic wrkbk and chem practical
decided to go home ...vivien went to eat mac with others
my mom cook tom yam soup extra spicy de:)

yay yay
tml going out with mel and vivien to shop shop at bugis
and maybe watch the new movie with amanda bynes in it
its called She's the man
Wat a name for a movie Lol

Amanda bynes plays a girl who disguises herself as her conveniently-absent brother in order to play football in a male soccer team, but u wld never believe for a second that anybody would fall for her transformation the way folks enthusiastically do in this winsome comedy.
Putting on mop-top wig, sticking on the side burns, strapping her breasts down with yards and yards of cloth underneath a prep school jacket. She looks like some kind of weird unclassifiable third sex. She weaves a tangled web when she fancies Duke the roommate while hot blonde Duke has hots for Viaola, a high school football fanatic who knows she is better than most fellows at kicking the ball.You would never realise that being a girl being a guy could be so much fun.
*shortened and taken from Straits Times Life

gotta go
Ciao :)

2006-05-30T18:26:00.000+08:00

i saw this puma light pink and white bag
so tennis! i like
haha nothing much to sae today
going shopping with mom
buai :)

2006-05-28T10:21:00.000+08:00

i feel so stupidly happeee
grinning to myself all the time
if i remeber i didnt overdose sugar
so im not hyper
*grins to self again*

o lvl mother tongue tml
than watch x men Lol
yay!

listening to a daughters by John Mayer now
the lyrics of the song very meaningful
how important it is to treasure daughters *hints to parents*

"i know a girl
she puts the color inside of my world
she's just like a maze
where all of the walls all continually change..."

had dejavu in the middle of tution yesterdae
tip for mon paper: remember to go through all the work u have done
Besides our marks dont depend on how much we study now...we just have to do extra revision to remember all the old stuff

this is a very boring post
i am practically yawning
i give up watch davinci code
just buy the cd lah...by that time i probably 16 alredi Lol
to mel: cheer up k!!!

gotta go revise
Ciao:)

2006-05-27T21:27:00.000+08:00

even though i dont think u will see this
HAppeee b'dae cheryl!!!!

today feeling oddly happy
for no reason
feel peace
calm and assuarance for my mother tongue paper
haha i got the greatest person ever by my side when doing it
so haha yup im at peace(:

sry la marsela k
a bit mean rite
haha see i nice one hor
apologise for wat i right on my blog
but STOP screaming and whining in class can
like 5yr old ...veri the irritating

cant wait to watch x-men yay!
haha...juast heard this on mtv screen...denise said this
"x-men 3 is the last stand so get ready to take ur stand with the brotherhood(magneto and the other nuts) or the x men...i will take my place rite beside wolverine cause he's sexy hot and hairy"
i nearly fell off the sofa laughing cause the way she said it was very funny
i am not trying oratorical dsa for acjc
just gotta wrk extra hard for prelims i guess

really unexpected Lord
really unexpected....

2006-05-26T16:34:00.000+08:00

offended u?OFFENDED U?????
who are u kidding
it was a bloody mistake okay its not as if she purposely splash water at u
it was not her fault being at the wrong time at the wrong place
u piss ur mom off when u scream at ur sister
ur mother gets angry and complains to vivien
vivien did not do anything wrong
at first i was like aiyah some lame immature thing and than this
u are my fren okay quite good fren but dont ever scold vivien for something not her fault
i am not angry with u...can i just noe why and what did she do
u are still my fren and i am still urs
even though its none of my business just sort it out okay

i am only angry with our dear darling doll- marsela
stop acting cutesy
sqeaky
ur just like a rubber mouse with no personality
u cant think for urself but hide under ppl and follow watever they do
get a bloody grip of urself
asshole asshole asshole
ya la fine!she never offend u rite
wat the heck is ur problem can

u have no idea wat it is like to be blamed and left alone
without any one....
and just for marsela a wake up call
if nadine or pei yun never come
u die! cause u got no body else in class to follow
so dont get so carried away in ur made-up haven
vivien offend u so long huh???
true me also wat mine more forward somemore...why never scold me
dont dare isit?
than why u wait only until now when nadine angry with vivien to scold her
no support rite?

pei yun is fierce
scary sometimes got to admit
but she is okay
she thinks for herself
learn frm her since she sit beside u only
and get a bloody grip of urself!
dont ever blame vivien or call her an asshole for no freaking reason

2006-05-26T09:05:00.000+08:00

i love my dad!!!!!
so funny cause out of no where he call me ask if i want anything
i tot he crazy then i said reall ar
than i asked him buy me harry potter dvd with special features
and he actually bought it haha
my mother also tot my dad crazy
she didnt noe he bought it she thought my fren lent it to me
haha my crazy family (:

prayer

2006-05-25T18:57:00.000+08:00

gulped down a hot cup of milo
was trying to study for tamil o lvl on mon
and then
silence
i could not hold it back
all tt i had kept hidden poured out...

tried to speak
but
heart was too full of unshed tears
soul was empty
so i took out a marker and wrote

Dear Lord,
please forgive me of my sins for i am mere human
but Lord i have what not every person has
i have u
Lord i am sorry
i fall prey to the devil as he tempts me playing with my greatest weaknesses
forgive me and help me change.
i feel empty now like my soul deserted me
i fell like a blind men walking along a deserted road, trying desperately to feel his way around. but failing miserably
no comfort
no assuarance
no wisdom
Lord please come back into my heart
ignite my flame and let it never die out or even flicker
be by my side comfort me and guide me
Lord as i mature keep me on my feet so i may never fall into the depths of my sins
Heavenly father i love u for
ur guidence
ur forgiveness
ur wisdom
and
ur never-ending love
Lord let me breathe in ur warming heavenly scent once more as i walk by ur side
help me change for the better
i pray this
in jesus name
amen.

time seemed to freeze as the marker silently moved along the paper writing what i could not open my mouth and say...
the surreal silence was broken by the sound of a passing car
back to reality i thought miserably at my approaching o lvl exams
suddenly a strange but calming feeling of warmth spread through my body
smiling silently to myself i knew it had nothing to do with the milo

2006-05-22T18:32:00.000+08:00

bleah! thats all i got to say for todae
my L1R5 is 15!!!!!!!!

2006-05-21T09:48:00.000+08:00

wah,yesterdae was really fun
me and vivien met earlier before campfire...watched over the hedge
so cute..the hyperactive squirrel the cutest
we were laughing through the whole thing
we ate this spicy jap seafood ramen...nearly cried lol
than we walk around. eat ice cream...waste time cuase got alot time till meeting others
than when we reach sch..we were the first seniors there...veri funny cause they all keep looking at us
than we talk to khadijah huda they all..than follow yani do inspection...than after that everybody come alredi...the girls ate very early than we all ate the food they prepared...sit there tok cock...
than campfire start after tt...the seniors we all crazy sit in front laugh laugh than enthu..
this hui jing go crazy...sit beside me than keep on toking abt pokemon on someones under wear lol
than during treasure hunt they ask for most chio girl than pristine stand up and shout I more chio!...than we all wat sia her...than she laugh
than after tt disco night...fer keep on bugger bugger the whole night la
the most siao part when a group of scouts other school one chase vivien for her number..we all abandon her run away...they really chase her than she run upstairs...mr oon down there laughing...than mrs oon ask her dont shy shy hahaha
than we tease her the whole night...the guys younger than her somemore haha
campfire was fun i guess...first get together with the seniors since step down...sigh miss guides

2006-05-19T13:56:00.000+08:00

stop living a lie
stop fooling urself
that does not get u anywhere

amazing
amusing
above the rest
nope tts not u

u dont care...
wat happened?
ppl change...
but they dont forget

i am not going to initiate anymore
u do it
i tired of always being the one
but as i can see u dont bother...

happy rite living ur new life
forgetting ur past
leave it behind
act like u dont care
i am not the only one
stop acting like a victim cause stop fooling urself

just forget about everything
FORGET IT cause i dont care anymore
i am gonna forget u too

at first i was sad cause i thought i knew u
than i became angry
now i everything seems elusive to me
like u did not exist

cause i realise my so called fren does not care anymore
but prefers to forget everything
in search of a new life

i dont care anymore
i am gonna forget ur name
so bye bye
have a great new life!!!!!

2006-05-18T17:20:00.000+08:00

yay feeling so care free now... exams are over but got back some todae some sucky some good...haiz
yesterdae was really fun..didnt blog abt it cause so damn tired when came home...
Me vivien and smirti met in the morning and went orchard:)
we ate breakfast first than start walking... saw this really nice necklace from top shop but force myself to control...arhhh i so need more money
it was like ribbon than got cloth beads with different flower and other motifs on it...like so nice la
saw it at parkway on mon but could not buy cause like no money
than we walk walk until this smirti so lazy la she say she tired...so we had mocha and ice-blended chocolate at coffee bean at wheelock place...wah so refreshing la cause yesterdae was damn hot
than we continue walk walk...see roxy la all this than we went to far east...weah!!!!
i say this beige balloon skirt with a sash and small brown rose print on it..but it cost like 49.90 wah..cause it was new material from japan...me and vivien coming bac to shop more in june LOL
vivien bought those type of hat where got no top..pink with a bit like fur fur around it...so cute nicer than the fila one she liked...i bought a bag...YAY YAY !
i put pict of it maybe next time or what la k..i lazy go take now
than we ate at KFC..the spicy wings are not hot at all than we went to buy alot of cute stuff ...bought tigger handphone pouch too...very nice..the shop in cineleisure...
than we took neo print...post that later also kk..i really lazy todae...very fun...cant wait till after mt o lvl than can go again...and mel said flea market coming in a few weeks haha...
i passed my amth....its a miracle lol..ok fine haha... want to go bathe...so hot now...bye(:

2006-05-16T16:36:00.000+08:00

bah i got a craving for ice cream and donuts but if i eat i will regret tml sigh....
yay going to far east tml ...can go shopping
now feeling:
brain dead
lazy
sian
so excuse the short entry todae
bye:)

i lurve this sng.....

2006-05-15T19:22:00.000+08:00

oh I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go?
Well, if you don't have the answer
Why you still standin' here?
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Just walk away
Just walk away
Just walk away

i love this sng by kelly clarkson...if u have it must send me!!!

2006-05-14T15:22:00.000+08:00

hey todae it tthe 13th May...so
Happy Mothers' Day!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i found this pict...a pic of a guy leaning on a piano looking at a tree...sigh peace
i got no time to blog much todae...gotta go study for my last exam tml science mcq
we always get the stupid exams last....sigh bye then:)

shhh

2006-05-13T17:33:00.000+08:00

i hope my mom doesnt see this cause she ban usage of comp todae
but my mom dad and bro are out and i got totally nothing to do...sigh i am so not studying for my science...
i am so bored ...listening to dance dance by fall out boys now
made a card for my mom for mothers day(: awww so sweet haha
my cousin message me good luck for mid yr yesterday in the middle of church
i nearly screamed when i felt something vibrating in my pocket
lest see he is exactly 13 exams late...so much for luck
This sucks i have only like around $30 to go out with after exam...suck suck suck
i am already plotting on how to lure money from my dad's wallet sigh ...sucks
I have this bad craving for ben and jerry's but my mother unfortunatly bands ice cream and sweet stuff during our exam periods cause she thinks it will make us ill
yay yay yay i passed my MT...a miracle
there is this really nice denim jacket with victorian lace but it cost $99...my mom said see my results first...any way i decided that every time i post i do a bit about any upcoming movie cos i have a pathetic life with nothing t do right now
todae gonna do Mission Impossible 3
lets see wat is so great abt this movie?
is it the action pact scenes or adrenalin rush you get just watching it
or maybe it just that still-so-hot tom cruise even after he made that dumb katie holmes pregnant...yuck
well...i dun noe cause i haven watched it haha i am going to
please lah kelvin MI3 ...poseidon another day

YAY

2006-05-12T11:30:00.000+08:00

i found these pictures and just wanted to share cos i and not a selfish person LOL
one of them is so anime and other so morning dewy(stupid i noe la but cant think of any other way to describe it)..talk abt contrast huh

i lurve you melissa...thanks for the blog skin
specially for me okay so dun copy hmph lol

i am slacking i luv the maths paper.. cos u dont have to memorise anything
hhmmm wats so great about maths?
"i love maths because its the same in every country"
rocognise this quote anywhere????

i am like damn happy cos my math teacher told me 1 got a1 for paper 2 YAY
i was in a sucky mood on wednesday because i totally screwed my amth paper which was like difficult lah

but no use crying...i past my MT i love u lord...the impossible is made possible when you do it in his name haha

oh ya and to straighten things up... no body said anything about you okay..it was just an outburst of frustration because she wasted her time and effort so chill okay and forget it

Kelvin : i dont noe leh i still dont think poseidon is great... i want watch mI3
*stomps foot *i am very stubborn and i dun care i missed take the lead but i am so watching tom cruise..not because he is handsome but the character ethan hunt is cool and i saw the other 2 movies so why miss out LOL..

i roll my eyes and sigh

2006-05-08T17:59:00.000+08:00

laziness creeps it does not spring
it flows through ur veins
as if killing u softly

this is so dumb
argh!!i dying of laziness

my dad is like a cartoon freak...so cool cause i heard him watching x men on sat..weird
he likes watching movies so easy la i just follow follow than tada u got one free movie and a very happy person hehe

jia you ppl...gd luck to dnt and bio ppl tml
and gd luck to kelvin who does not know how to do tagboard LOL
bye(:

2006-05-08T17:57:00.000+08:00

i am like really lazy now... i dun have to go to sch tml cause i have no dnt or bio...woohooo
but chem got like 2o chapters...
Lord give me wisdom and increase my memorizing capacity
i am really gonna need it

2006-05-02T11:07:00.000+08:00

Looks like tonight,
the sky is heavy
Feels like the winds are gonna change
Beneath my feet,
the earth is ready
I know its time for heaven's rain,
it's gonna rain
It's gonna rain, again

Cos it's living water we desire
To flood out hearts with holy fire

Rain down
all around the world we're singing
Rain down
can you here the earth is singing
Rain down
my heart is dry but still I'm singing
Rain down
rain it down on me.

Back to the start,
my heart is heavy
Feels like it's time,
to dream again

I hear your voice,
and yes I'm ready
To dance upon this barren land
Hope in my hands

2006-05-01T21:57:00.000+08:00

sing me something soft
sad and delicate
or loud and out of key
sing me anything

2006-05-01T17:03:00.000+08:00

more pictures hahaha

2006-05-01T16:26:00.000+08:00

Because you live,
and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live,
my world has twice as many stars in the sky

melissa i hate u ...because of u i am now crazy about final fantasy and Howl...dun worry i got it all figured out u can have the blonde hair one... i like de black one lol... de Existentialism on Prom Night video vei nice...its 2 days before exam...early arning ..probably no more posts till 15th may *sighs*

okay

2006-04-19T19:08:00.000+08:00

HELP>>>my grandmother is under the illusion that my family are rabbits...shes force feediing us carrots...i am gonna puke at the sight of any more carrots...yuck..

why

2006-04-16T12:03:00.000+08:00

stelene said my blog is lame...yarh it is true..
my blog is for my crapping .letting out of feelings and thoughts .reflection .to see my tears and laughter in words...its not for describing wat everyone is toking abt in sch. not to look down on somebody . not to provide entertainment for somebody elso looking around for wat ppl are saying... it can be the deepest writing of the heart or even the eccentric ways of the sometimes childish soul...its not wat u want... its the way i write it...

cute

2006-04-12T15:39:00.000+08:00

another randon cute pict...kennyyy!!!!

2006-04-12T15:33:00.000+08:00

Into your head,
into your mindout of your soul,
race through your veins
You can escape, you can escape.

Into your life,
into your dreams,
Out of the dark, so light again.
You can exclaim, you can exclaim.

Can You feel it,
can you feel it,
Rushin' through your hair,
Rushin' through your head,
Can you feel it, can you feel it,

Don't let nobody tell you,
your life is over,
Be every color that you are,
Into the rush now,
You don't have to know how,
Know it all before you'll try.

More than you land spinning around,
Lifting your feet right off the ground,
You can't believe this is happening now.
Can You feel it, can you feel it,
Rushin' through your hair,
Rushin' through your head,
Can you feel it, can you feel it,

Don't let nobody tell you, your life is over,
Be every color that you are,
Into the rush now,
You don't have to know how,
Know it all before you'll try.

It takes you to another place,
imagine everything you can.
All the colors start to blend,
The system overloads again.

Can You feel it,
can you feel it,
Rushin' through your hair,
Rushin' through your head,
Can you feel it,
can you feel it,

Don't let nobody tell you,
your life is over,
Be every color that you are,
Into the rush now,
You don't have to know how,
Know it all before you'll try.

Don't let nobody tell you,
Don't let nobody tell you,
Don't let nobody tell you your life is over,
Be every color that you are,
Into the rush now,
You don't have to know how,
Know it all before you'll try.

dis is my new favourite sng xD

yayayaya

2006-04-12T15:24:00.000+08:00

muhahaha...*oh no im doing tat alot now a days...must be going pshcyo...shld go check up*
This is official declaration
I LoVe RasPberRy riPplE IcecReaM
it used to be cookies n cream.. anyway i am like boiling hot fever but wondering if shld go meet mel and vivien after dis go collect cip hours...den on way h can buy watermelon soyabean wif pearls...soungs gross but its actually quite nice... i tried bandung soyabean with pearls okay la...
i want go zzzzzz...yay tml got lost veri crazy all my frens dun follow lost.. onli me oh well..i luv de suspense
and my random picture for today is.......*drum roll*...pah! paste liao...buai:)

ayah

2006-04-10T19:52:00.000+08:00

muhahaha i am so evil... not really la i m quite nice...miss koh is evil.she dun let our class take test even though de whole cls fail...today was one crappy day lol... i learnt some new stuff today
1.Zahara shits sweets
2.Khadijah hu sit beside her sprout sweets on top of her head
3. taro taro taro is one funny movie
4. Shek ngai is weird
but i guess de last one dosent count cause we all kinda knew tt... vivien never come today...weahhh. no pink baboon to disturb...mel told me abt dis funny video... i must watch .makes fun of scienctology...south park animation. got animated tom cruise. r kelly.John travolta all... i haven done my e maths...feeling so lazy argh...my brother is like irritating me in de background...it 7.57.... gonna go watch so u tink u can dance
until next time up up and away haha kk lame lol
bye:)

weah

2006-04-09T21:50:00.000+08:00

weah... de movie was sooo sad.. dis pict shows de part where dey were cuaght by everyone... sssoooo sadddd... vivien was like couldnt dey have just changed it to a happy ending... everyone like walked out of the theatre silent...weeaaahhhh...*sobs*

yay

2006-04-09T13:04:00.000+08:00

i stole dis pict from mel muhaha. sry la k couldnt resist soo cute lol... i went to de house of rabbits to help out for 2 sats... yesterdae me kelvin and vivien had to walk up and down orchard road handing out fliers on the event while wearing laminated signs " 1000 bunnies die evrey year.adopt a bunny dont buy" it was veri funny cause even ppl who were in a rush stop to stare at us and take fliers... attract attention lol... den me and kelvin compete who got more charisma den can give out faster...he won de fliers i won for de brochures... lamers... vivien and mel wore bunny hairbands...act cute >.< me and kelvin were outside paragon...u noe ar some kids are like filthy rich we saw toddlers wearing guess and a group of 4guys 15-16 yr old like tt walk into paragon and come out all holding big levi's bags...wah.. but having money isnt everything in life... oh ya and saw grp of cocasians so handsome lol walk into wisma ...poor becky not here to c haha
anyway it was really fun den we went to watch tristan and isolde... mel went home kinda strmy cause her mom dont allow...she so scary she shout in the middle of cineleisure... some parents never give direct answers always say up to u. up to u. so irritating they dun want us to do but wont give us dirct answers...
the movie was okay la.. tot it would be so mediviel romantic but okay lar... it was sad...weahhh...felt like crying... HOW CAN TRISTAN DIE??!!...sad la...
den we walk around orchard a while before going home... bought a big pink watch lol.. vivien jealous haha.. she bought a purple and blac roxy wallet... we gave tour of cbd to kelvin so next time miss koh ask he can say he can go...
got to go... hey ppl can start tagging kkk...yay my tagboard works.. now need to ask matt or mel how to put music..buai

nutnutnut

2006-03-16T13:11:00.000+08:00

piglet is so cute lol but i still tink eyore is cuter...i am feeling so lame todae cause i hate one wk holidaes.. i haven even studied a single thing... no time.. i go out and watch alot of movie and did most of hmwk.. geog proj and amath and physics left... sign.. some cls mates start studying liao.. juz got really no motivation to study.. feeling lethargic.. todae last day for slacking.. tml onwards tsy to study something... erm geog and history maybe..i watche nanny mcphee twice.. simon is so cute.. and to matt:hey i dun have urs or mel email add.. i get frm u when sch reopen...
i am feeling lazy
very lazy
sososo lazy
on my own(sung to lonely by akon)
haha lame xD

hint hint again...hehehe

bored bored

2006-03-13T12:20:00.000+08:00

rite now i am bored
1s later still bored
5s later still bored

just came bac from tamil cls... how lame cher was todae toking abt de 11 o clock curfew thingie
i want to go out and play but o lvl coming...aarrgghh gonna pull all my hair out soon.. i no mood study liao... my study hours dis wk sure single digit...
yeah tml watching nanny mcphee... my mom going parkway maybe i follow her...hhmmm can beg her buy clothes liao... i really broke haiz...

steep
step
stern
stellotape?

crap again XD

wwaaahhh

2006-03-12T17:25:00.000+08:00

de weather is like freaking hot todae... i got bad headache really cant study ... church yesterdae boring hmm no wan ying to tok cock to...yeah i going kl... hopefully at least...crazy lor.. dey call it one wk holidae but they pile on hmwk and ask us come bac for dumb ne learning journey... hhhhaaaiiiizzzz *long sigh*
my life is so boring rite now nothing new and nothing old just at de same boring place ...
lord give me discipline to study and financial blessing ... i am totally broke.
muhahaha... yeah so happy yesterdae ... me and vivien sneak to watch date movie.. nc 16 leh dan de person nv ask ic... we like laugh and laugh like siao when we get in the theatre...the movie so crap... dey make fun of kill bill, the wedding planner, star wars , lord of the rings, hitch and sooooo many more... we laugh an laugh like crazy... got micheal jackson and ludacris also...
gonna watch nanny mcphee on tues with clsmates cant wait ...
on fri me vivien fer and jing went coffe shop eat and tok cock till 9 like tt...will always remeber de times we had...sign sad to be stepping down in 3 weeks but its wat we have all been waithing for...

hint hint
not sure leh
just maybeeeeeeeeeee....

crapz...xD

love

2006-03-06T21:04:00.000+08:00

dis is wat some one sent me tt i wld like to share .its abt frenship.

Friendship is made in the heart,
silence,
unwritten,
unbreakable by distance,
unchangable by time.

once a friend always a friend.

i am really sorry. i have been horrible judging u. tts is not wat i shld have done no matter wat ppl sae.
de friendship tt we share is between us and not based on wat ppl assume, mishear or think.
it is wat we noe.
silent understanding.
and most importantly
everlasting love.

hey dis really taught me wat our friendship means.
it is not words but de language of de heart.
u have been so nice.
i will treasure u always as a friend and a sister .
love u oxoxoxoxoxoxox....

hhhmmm

2006-03-01T16:30:00.001+08:00

todae a lvl result dae.. my dear dear cousin did ok la..congrats if u read this on ur dae of from army... wallau todae i learnt a veri important thing... my class is totally pervetic...my fren de boyfriend lend her his phone which got the nyp thing(u noe...) than she play before study hour... almost like the whole class run shouting [porn porn] so loud other cls ppl also come... not only guys got some gerls also... i saw e first few sec only la... i come see wat ppl shouting abt... lame lor.. so disgusting some more no censor... than suddenly someone shout (mr raj mr raj) de whole cls stone sia... quiet like wat sia.. but de person anyohow sae than everybody jeer... than i waiting for vivien than de stupid jake our form teacher come ask me got anything interesting happen in cls today?... wah i shock like anything... than he ask abt shek ngai... sign of relief...haiz man... ppl are so disgusting in dis world... oh no got geog common test tml..better go study blog soon kk buaibuai

hello

2006-03-01T16:24:00.000+08:00

hi sry for not blogging for sooo long ...got alot of tests lah..shld make it a point to blog atleast once a wk( i m a veri busy person lol) ... i didnt realise how long until i saw matts tag...*thnk u*
will blog.. keep tagging kk

yo yo

2006-01-13T20:17:00.000+08:00

hihi neva blog for sooo long ha ha caught up with sch... got tests already o lvl year. haiz. yeah yeah mel lent me troy . can watch it and drool over brad pitt ...sign... anyway my gran watching her serial..haiz nedd to wait for her to get done. memoirs of a geisha coming out.So must watch. i luv the cinematography. so picturesque the part where she dances in the rain.yes yes my gran is done .today blog short la veri tired .my dvd player waiting for me gotta go. luv ya bb

bleah...

2005-12-28T16:17:00.000+08:00

tired bored must get away
got to write mother tongue compo on whether freedom and independance is good . i mean like why d i care .no better topic. hope cher dun have internet later she read.irritating to the core.worse than my brother .very slow cause my tamil sucs anyone who noes me will noe tt. hey anywayz wallace and gromit sooo cute... i like the animation. i also want atch narnia and family stone... the poster eye grabbing.it is the fourth finger with a ring on it . i saw a auntie look at it when she passing by than sae aiyo... she thought middle finger.. haiz my tagboard so empty.. only wanying flooding it for me.Lol thnx. got one from andy n one from me bro... haiyo he dun noe how spell brother ar... spell it as bother... king kong story line is lame abt this gorilla who falls in love with a girl... cant see wats so great abt it... sheesh...ohohoh got go... if i dun finsh my compo it will be e end of me ... try to post later bubie :)

yeah yeah

2005-12-27T21:31:00.000+08:00

heeellllooo i bac n badder than eva ...not really ar:)
internets bac.took long enough
pass few daes have been funny church christmas service drama was sooo funny got a christams card from andy. i took home a christmas hat .yeah. the $1.05 candy canes from seven eleven are not tt nice... eyuk
made some frens .saw tt crazy alvin marcus again. still cannot decide wat name to use.eho knew he liv juz near me lol. met a new fwen a bit funni la tt person me n alvin cannot stop laughing like siao. wan ying keep on trying to stop us but she also look like she wan to laugh. hehe. wan ying n alvin if u guys reading this u noe hu....
had a mini party todae wif fwens to finish e huge mocha cake n three tubs of ice cream. alvin walked wan ying there but left.[eh actually u can come one leh... i serious when i shouted over e fence] veri fun than ferlicia came later make e whole house noisy playing taitee.lol
hahaha had a fun time todae chinese new yr somebody do like tis again ar...but in the end we still have got so much cake left haiz... mayb can cut and give security guards...hmm
yeah me bdae got ipod shuffle but spoilt so nd to use guarentee replace it for free ... ma fun man
clarence cousin stay 2 floor under me... found out todae haiz amath lesson at 9 muz wake up sooo early... got few more question of hmwk to do hey ppl link me hor got to gtg to do geog powerpoint later roy will sink his teeth into myflesh n kill me alive ... actually tts kind of better than his ah mah nagging sometimes haiz gettin late to ...
post more tml ...love u wanying n thnx for flooding my tagboard link me hor... buai muakz*

yeah daddys bac

2005-12-18T09:54:00.000+08:00

my blog is sumwat done ... finally
anywayz narnia is coming out soon sooo got to watch...family stone is also funny got rachel mcadams init... haiz so sleepy yesterdae first ever candle service in church so nice we get to take the candle home too can keep for blackout lol ...yeah my dads finally bac from kl... came bac last nite...i hav no idea wat i going to do todae... hmm maybe later we going pick up bro glasses ... maybe shopping so evil father come home only drag him go shopping but christams is around the corner anyway my b,dae also xD...3 more days but too bad parents working whole day so wont really see them.. oh great now i remmeber i got amath tution todae i btter do the hmwk now or there will b hellfire ... sign cya tml i guess

gala primere

2005-12-16T21:27:00.000+08:00

heyhey...i juz set up my blog gotta design it...so plain rite now.cant wait to start blogging after properly set up.any way if u wondering why midnight cereal snacker its cause sometimes i cant slp and i get weird craving for cereal at night so i come down por a bowl of cereal put in my harry potter cd xD... any of the 3 i luv all of them... and watch for like an hour or 2 before goin to bed...i dont wake up at exactly midnight somewhere around tt time...weird huh... sometimes i watch soccer if theres any match goin on ... i like liverpool but not big fan...haiz tts all for now ...cya soon bie